Pops

Hello,

To start off I want everyone to know that this is entry is NOT about Pop music or Pop art or Pop culture but about the 'Pops' better known as the popular kids. So in my school, in my grade there is the 'Popular Gang'. The kids that believe themselves SO attractive and SO funny and SO much better than everyone else. And the truth is that personally I just find them SO annoying. Ok so lets go back to my 1st grade. New school. New town. New people. I met them and I haven't liked them ever since. Not that I'm an extremely closed person I've given each and every one of the members of the Pops plenty chances to prove me wrong and show me that they're actually kind, down-to-earth, cool, deep people I'll quite enjoy having a talk with. But EVERY SINGLE TIME they just prove to be the total opposite of that. I can't say I hate them, because I really don't. Hate is such a strong thing, I'll just say I strongly dislike them. I do hope they find happiness and that someday in 10 years or so I can see them achieve their goals because I do believe that they're good people deep inside their thick layer of fakeness. Because they ARE fake. Acting like if it is fine talking shit of your 'friends' behind their backs. I know that they don't like me at all. And they know I don't like them at all. They don't like me because I speak my mind, because I don't care about what they say, because I don't feel like they are any better than everyone else and because they know that if they go through something hard I'm willing to help, and that if I go through something hard they really aren't willing to do the same. I know they talk about me, and I know that they don't do it in a kind way, and I'll be honest and tell you I would like to know how many ridiculous things they say about me. Because 90% of that stuff would be LIES, they have nothing to back-up all of those things they say because they just see the tip of the iceberg, and if they do believe they know me then they are REALLY wrong. They don't know a lot of where I come from and how my past was, they don't know a lot of my aspirations and hobbies, and likes and dislikes and my dreams and what I do and all that stuff. I know it may sound so wrong saying that because I don't know them that well too but all I'm saying here is either how I personally feel about them or things I can prove true. I don't know why seeing them makes me feel so sorry for them... Talking about accepting yourself and all that stuff and then being so closed-minded and not even giving themselves a chance to try to understand someone. Just to make everything clear I AM willing to say everything I'm stating right know to their faces. And you may say 'She's just jealous and wants to be like them' but I'm totally happy with my life, specially with my life at this moment because it's great. I have everything I need, a family, a friend I can really count with, amazing life projects, a house, food, and happiness. I wouldn't swap my life with someone elses for any reason in the world. I know this is kind of a weird first post, but i just felt like talking about this topic and soon I'll make a post to introduce myself. Well that's it for now.

Bye! Have a lovely day!

SLA